friendship or not?

I can´t believe how every thema is so heartbreaking to me. But I don´t know. It´s simply my life I suppose. This week thema is friendship. Everyone started from their 1st grade but I´ll start from my very first age. Yeah I had a friend when I was only 1 year old. And yess I do remember him. It was my neighbour, he was born exactly 9 months before me. And we were inseperable from the very first age. We always played together and  we were very happy together. Sudenly my cousin was born too. And then he became my best friend too. And  I always enjoyed playing with my cousin and my neighbour. They were the best. I mean they still are. And that´s how I grown up in male company so I always played soccer or war or similar games. Why? Well they were both boys and I really liked them and I didn´t matter their games. Actually I enjoyed in them. They never behaved liked I´m a girl and that´s why I´m not worth to play with them. They always asked me if I want to play something else. I played boy games, but they played girl games with me too. Although I dind´t like that someone touch my dolls expecially not boys. So we didn´t ever play with dolls. As a child I adore playing with cars. So I had my room full in cars. But I always had the one which was the best to me and when we played that always was my car. So as you can see I always played with boys and enjoyed their company so when I first met my female friend it was so weird. Why? Well I was 5 and my